I need to ask Christians this question?

Neither of those inspire me. Mother Teresa inspires me though. She was such a great worker for God. She went through a crisis of faith once after seeing so much despair and poverty and was quoted to say to a fellow person of faith, "Jesus has a very special love for you. As for me, the silence and the emptiness is so great that I look and do not see, listen and do not hear." But she held on through it and kept serving, and made it back to her faith. She inspires me tremendously.